Killing Me
I shouldn't be thinking about being in your arms, but I just can't control it. You have obligations ...are committed and I can't ignore it. Years have past and I thought this would fade but every time I see you with her it's like a brand new blade - slicing and dicing, tearing apart the inner most parts of me, the inner most depths of me. For one day I thought I could be the one with whom you shared your love. Oh but now it is all too clear that it will never happen so I drink to numb the pain, tears keeping pace with the rain. Sometimes wishing that we had never met or maybe with one more drink you would let....me show to you, prove to you that I am the one for you. If only I was born with two more lips then you would invite me, allow me - but instead you deny me. Accept me for who I am and still true to who you are - with your righteous composure - careful not to stare and risk exposure - trillions in the universe but you're that one star upon which I dre...